When Ever it Rains Go Out...You Can Remember Me By The Rainfall

The truth is out. John has no idea How Nona is handling it. As It seems Nona has been really (very much) happy Lately. Maybe John and Nona were never meant to be together. Or maybe John’s Isolation from Nona was the best package Fate Could offer to ensure the Survival of both of their Happiness.

  

  John, my love, don’t leave me
  My lucky baby, you will always be
  You might have never got me
  But You will always have me
  My heart is filled with Your haze
  One day I will call out your name
  On the top of my voice
  Baby you will come to me in a Flash,

  Nona, My dear, I have never left you
  I am not lucky as much as you
  Because I will never have you
  Nothing but fog it is, I left for you
  My ‘name’ will not help you
  Still far away from you
  Let me put on the light for you
"What really matters, always lies Deep inside you”

John has been working like a Trojan To forget Nona and all the recent bad memories he shared with her. John has always Said to Nona…

“When Ever it Rains
  Go Out
  Stretch Your Arms In To The Air
  Try Gather As Much Water As You Could
  Don’t Let Them Slip Through
  Because Every Single Drop Is A Resemblance of ‘Hope’ From Me To You
  I Will Always Be There Looking Out For You
  And You Can Remember Me By The Rainfall”

It's Only "We", "Us" & "Ours"

We all have our own dreams. Those dreams sometimes act as A primary element in helping us to differentiate ourselves from others. Often we All turn down our own dreams the sooner we realize or learn, it is at the Expense of someone else’s happiness. Nobody will disagree with that this is not fair.  But it is somewhat ‘selfless’ to give up on a Dream as much as we think it is ‘selfish’ to go on with it. So is there any wisecrack For this?

21^St Century came upon us with lots of Rights. The right of free thinking, right for freedom of expression, legal and Industrial rights and independence or sovereignty in deciding what’s sufficient For one’s self, (wait!!! Stop right there!). “Conscience” it is, conscience is A built-in indispensable characteristic we all share. Conscience is the key to achieve Our dreams. We have to push ourselves to believe that some dreams are necessitated To come true. However, we always have to pursue the conscientious lapse and Strive for our castle in the sky. We have to remind ourselves that every second That has passed is like every cell that has disintegrated from our body. No matter How hard we push on ourselves we cannot retrieve the past time. Hence, we are Liable to make the most out of what we do. And what we do must be good for us.

There will come a moment we all realize the potential and Likely goods we could have nurtured ourselves with, if we hadn’t chickened out on Our quest: conquering our ‘dreams’. Basically, we are reluctant on our plans because We think we might harm an ‘innocent’ party. Yet who knows? Our achievements could Have possibly prevented others from mass miseries. Thereupon before turning Down a plan, we ought to analyze angles of the matter proportionally, on every issue We encounter.

At the end it is not only our dreams that get shattered and Had lost their way, but ourselves. Right then we may feel restless and we may Find it really hard to avoid the sudden weigh on our shoulders. We may look Back and wish if we had taken certain measures. But none of those thoughts will Help. It is a matter of “now or never”. If we tempt to procrastinate the execution Of our ‘dreams’ to the tracks needed- bad things will happen to us. Hence, it Is only ‘us’ who should enact. ‘We’ only have the power to consent to it. It is ‘Our’ destiny to achieve it. And that is where our reality lies-  i.e. Deep within our dreams.

Just like a soul describes it “dreams Makes us who we truly are. Dreams are the hope for our survival, and the Meaning of living. To have them fading away from me is like losing my identity. In order to make them come true and you may have to fall at several times over And over again and each time you have to put yourself together and TRY because That's when the real success comes.”

Siddique

Dear Bestfriend

you were a random person. I didn't choose you, neither did you choose me. we don't ought to push ourselves into aggression over a status god-has-barely-given-a-shit-, a status which is barely labelled on us. You could say we have nothing in common. No, we don't. Things are antithetical even from our skin tone to 'year of birth'. from our knowledge to its way of expression.  from our way or style of living to morale.

with all these differences it is our priorities which makes us each other's ally. Our perception in each other's eyes can be vandalized in many courses of actions. Especially with words 'spoken' and sometimes it can be exclusively done  by words 'unspoken'. 

'Most certainly best friendship is based upon trust'. No. not entirely. But for an unbiased, rational broadminded person best friendship is something which is all building upon RESPECT and ACCEPTANCE.  As a matter of fact, respecting each other will preserve the integrity of intellectual and emotional interest between two parties, which is pretty much same thing as TRUST, for me.

once someone commence to make a break from their past in order to have a chance in the future, it is humble and gentle as a human being to let them proceed and complete their noble course. Others' acceptance is very vital in getting over difficult, devastating-phases in human life. As much as it plays a very much crucial role as a 'general recognition' so that it ensures the navigation of the person to their rightful destiny. most importantly it will motivate the person to its utmost heights to have faith in the bestfriendship. 
I truly love my best friend and I accept my best friend for whom truly he is. Do you?

Siddique

 

"You Are A Waste"

sometimes i almost-agreed to that. however i feel they just need to know, a face- a look- a result- a consequence or a certain response, those cannot even drift close to weight required to judge a person. they need to know, pain is sometimes somewhat something very much oblivious. they may not be able to learn it even when it has its presence infront of them. and for me, everytime i believe it is not their fault that they don't know. but sternly neither do i believe it is my fault that i don't tell them. as soon as i let them know the truth, the clouds will lift up a lil' bit, then what? i let them harbor sympathy or sympathetic love inside them?. NO. i don't want that.
everyday i come home, think over and over again. i think and all i get from that are numbers. number of people who have harassed me. people who have insulted me. people who calls themselves 'caretakers'. everyday they tend to be nice and gleeful with others who meet their expectations. i am left out. nobody cares. but at a certain point i think they do. everytime i have to pull a lots of strings to make myself believe that. i blame myself not being open up to them. 
i keep personal stuff as close as possible to my chest because, i feel that if i spill it out, they will start to channel their hatred to the course i want- but in a wrong way. i always want them to accept me for who i am. why cannot they just keep calm and discreet while they address me?. remarking my wrong doings has become their part of an ego and much more habitual. 
i'm not trying to claim one day i will become "Bill Gates" and tell-all how cruel the world 'was' around me. i am not trying to say i will be the undoing of the-geezer's-who-disprespected-me. i don't wanna hurt anybody. and that's why i had kept my nose away from people and let them believe whatever they want to believe, and whatever they sees they believe. i am well aware that they are reasonable. but the whole point is why cannot they think vice versa?. why cannot they take into account the fact that i might be reasonable too?. just because i am quiet as a stud on a ear, doesn't mean my mind cannot be as loud as a lion in a jungle.

Siddique

The Truth

I rise I fall
I stammer I can't talk
You see what I show
You hear what I let
I honor Your words
I hate Your jokes
When you harass I shy
When you scold I lie
My life Your toy
My disappointment You enjoy
Away I want to go
After my dreams and goals
Under my Own hood
Understandingly I always Stood
So it has been
So it will be
My own world round and round
Mighty thoughts always around
Thankyou my friend
That is this story's end

Siddique

Maldivian Presidential Election 2013 in the Rabbit Hole.

funny. I was just recently eligible to cast my vote on every legit polling conducted/held in the state, yet it seems the subject itself is struggling to find its own way to me and its same way to you.
people like us, we are being stranded from our rights, just because a bunch of politicians are unsure of their grip on us.
the other day  they were acting like the rightful Senators of Troy, they promised us we will undergo a free and fair election.
You see? today they have suddenly become/turned into  ("i don't know" or maybe anatomically amplified themselves into)  The Almighty Xerxes in the film 300  (each one of them).
i wanna ask them one simple question.

"" If they honestly and really are that keen and eager to hold "this election-to-be-held" as soon as possible
and if they wholeheartedly want the constitutional designation as the President and
if they really want peace and harmony in Maldives
and so on the top of all, if they really believe and claim to the utmost  that they truly are (each one of them, respectively) the best choice and that they will work tirelessly in the Office to withdraw this beloved Nation from the current Political Turmoil,
why the **** cannot they just show their own presence in Elections Commission Building for the discussion to settle Disputes Heightened over the Accuracy of the Voters Register???. ""

ARE THEY THAT DUMB, RETARD, POLITICALLY UNAWARE OR ILL IN LEGAL KNOWLEDGE, THAT They HAD TO SEND THEIR FOOT-SOLDIERS a.k.a Representatives, those whom apparently ended up making it more of a mess than it WAS.

i believe, rather a true Leader would show their owned-up presence at The Responsible Institutes in these sort of critical occasions, with or without extrinsic aids or help needed.
Because that's what and why we actually crave and need a Leader for, to Represent us, not to claim the Throne and enjoy snacks watching The Walking Dead .
If the candidates had attended to console the matter, it would have saved us more time, money and effort.
And this practice not only should have been implemented on this matter, yet this should be practiced in a broader manner in every once in a while when this country is under strain.

I have gotta good piece of advice and a reminder for you 3 wanna-bes
"Presidency Is A Day Job, And The People Are Its Employers"

Siddique